Like a trash bag helmet!

OKAY so since my cousin and I have both been stalked, I am deleting this journal. My new one is iheartsarahduh, so you may add me if you wish (although I have already done so). So yeah. MySpace is gone as well. Psychotic bitches + the Internet + Shitty MySpace privacy support center = GAY

UGHHH

OKAY ILYGUYS

Apparently, Soyla from the Little Room hung herself and overdosed on Xanax. She made it to the hospital in critical condition, then was pronounced brain dead the next day.

I am VERY VERY much trying not to be a dick. I decided to give Soyla my information a long time ago, because she was constantly depressed and needed someone to talk to. To be honest, everyone that knew her knew she was looking for attention. I really need some sort of sign that this is for real, because the Melbourne news hasn't reported on it, and apparently, it was part of a suicide pact. If someone made a suicide pact, it would be all over the news, wouldn't you say so? The only other reason why I am suspicious of it is that someone has logged in to all of her accounts and said they were her cousin, Andy. Now, nobody logged in to Mike or Jimmy's accounts to tell everyone they killed themselves. Something seems really suspicious to me. I will honestly have to see funeral pictures or a news story before I believe this, and it's sad. But I would not put it past her faking her own death. Some people on the Little Room were complete assholes to her, so I would not be surprised.

AGH, I know, this is pretty awful of me, but the whole thing just seems too surreal. Maybe it's my way of coping with the fact that another person I know has killed themselves. I dunno, I just hope we get clear answers soon.

Still no record, still no book. I can't even find my unmastered copy of We Have You Surrounded ANYWHERE. I am going to go mental. Haha. But I DID buy a few records this past week.

Tical - Method Man. Not Ical, as lwoodbloo informed me last night. Just because Wu-Tang clansmen don't know how to spell doesn't mean it's my problem.
ANYWAY, I was disappointed to find that it came with two discs, but two of the SAME discs (sides one and two x 2). But it's alright, I didn't pay much for it at all.


Transformer - Lou Reed
Meh. That's all I have to say about it. I had a copy about a year ago, lost it, and never actually listened to it. But when I actually sat down and listened to it, I must say, it's not the worst record I've ever listened to, but certainly not one of the best. Lou Reed isn't my cup of tea, unless it's the VU. Which brings me to...


Velvet Underground and Nico - Velvet Underground
ON VINYL! Had it on CD, but it's always nice to have it on vinyl and whatnot. I think it's one of the few records I can actually listen to over and over again without getting annoyed (Abbey Road is the only one I can think of other than this record).

So yeah, EBay is still my best friend. In total, those cost us 18 pounds (my wonky keyboard thinks that the pound sign is #, which is also called a pound sign, which is kind of funny), which IMHO is a good price.

ON TO DIETING STUFF YA'ALL DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT

I'm at the lowest weight I've ever been in three years, though! WHOOOO! It's not such a HUGE deal because my BMI isn't where I want it to be, but I'm still proud of myself. Even if I DID eat too many Harvard beets yesterday.

I am seriously going to go mental on the Postal Service if my book/record doesn't arrive tomorrow. I'm sorry to be bitching about it, but I've neeeded reading material, and COME ON Dirtbombs record. Duh.

I would really like to meet Stephen Hawkings. He's such a brilliant man (although Craig seems to think that "his studies are a waste of time"), and I watched his documentary on TV last night. Seriously almost made me want to study physics.

It was freaking POUNDING DOWN SNOW at 9 this morning, now it's sunny and kind of pleasant.
English weather is funky.

I'm making Harvard beets to freeze, as I'm sometimes lazy about making good lunch for Craig (HEY! Hummus and cucumber slices makes a FANTASTIC lunch. :P), and he loves beets. He's never had Harvard beets, though. OH HELL YES THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN. I was honestly considering ordering a case from Aunt Nellie's, because they make the best, but I can make some home made and jar them. Perfect. There's a nice beet smell in the kitchen. Man, if I were on Little House on the Prairie, I would own. I'll post the recipe on DH once I'm done! yay! It's got sugar in it (1/2 a cup), but it's SO SO SO worth it. Yums! And anything deep purple/red has antioxidants, so gooooo beets!


Oh hell yeah, say hi to my new LJ icon!

I still don't know what I am going to do with my life. Honestly. I think I want to be a chef again (I LOVE cooking more than anything, even if I don't eat it), but cooking school is EXPENSIVE like you have no clue. As is anything else that's creative that I'd like to do. I might just have to suck it up and be a boring philosophy teacher. I'm 19 and clueless. Great!

Also, wonderderf, I think Fail Bear should have a walrus on its tummy.

OKAY so I was trying to find some America's Next Top Model stuff (honestly, because I wanted to show some stuff on Adrienne Curry to Craig - so he understands her. Because I said I wanted to make our house look like that Hard Rock suite in Vegas that she had her bachelorette party at on her second of three reality shows surrounding her and Greg Brady (oh dear LORD)), and I came across elysesewell and had an lol fit! Dear lord. It was weird, because I added her this morning when she had 3 comments on her fish sausage, and in less than 24 hours, it's gone up to 87. Oh man. Anyways, I think she was one of the prettiest from Season One. I'm really not liking this season, between the chick with the Rhianna hair and the girl with Asperger's syndrome (which my brother has, but doesn't go around saying "oh, like, she's pretty but I dunno" WHAT?)

She also wrote this really cool post about how ANTM actually works, and it makes me NEVER want to go on that show. EVER. I love fashion, but when you mix reality TV in it, it's just... meh? I dunno. Project Runway is okay, but I'm sure it's the same bullshit. I wish I had the ability to start my own fashion line and get all popular in a second. Like Whitley Kros. Okay, Beck's wife. Obviously going to sell loads. I can't even sell mittens on Etsy. I'm just going to start handing out free dresses so I can spread the word easier. Oh I'm rambling, just read the post, I think she linked to it in a recent post. SO YEAH YAY FOR THIS FIND!


ALSO - I am going nuts. About everything. My diet, the state of the house when I don't clean it for ten minutes, and how fucking COLD England is. I've said it before, I'll say it again: I miss Florida, and I can't wait to go back.

It's 2 in the morning, I'd better hit the sack.

Man, I'm so lame.
My brother-in-law was just flipping through channels, and they said "...blahblahnew season of Lost..." and I did a quick turn. Lame.
OKAY DOES ANYBODY KNOW how to fix the language on their keyboard? Because it's typing like an American keyboard, but it's English. Like @ is ", and # is the pound sign (like, money), but everything else is the same. It's a pain in the ass.
I can't wait to move back to Florida. No lie.

I've lost another pound. Let's throw a party. Bleh.

I'm really looking forward not not having to worry about dieting anymore. It's crazy.

My Dirtbombs record STILL (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) has not arrived. Neither has my book on EBay. WHAT THE FUCK GUYS? Seriously. It's been over two weeks. I know In The Red is in LA, it should take a day or two longer, but Larry must have just said "oh yeah, we'll just use that shipping option where they stick the package on a boat and pray it makes there in less than three months". Fuck that, really. I think I will send him an email if it's not here by Friday. And the seller with my book is going o get told off. :P

Does anybody know where to get cheap needles for my record players?
Because this link:
http://www.panasonic.co.uk/technics-dj-home/index.htm
= fail.
You'd think that the company I bought them from would sell fucking needles online. Whatevs, dudes.

I'm tired, so I may go take a fucking nap. I deserve it, I've been cleaning all day.

I started another New Year's Resolution this week (haha, two months in) to wake up early in the morning. It kinda blows when I wake up at noon and I haven't accomplished anything. BUT I stayed up last night until 2:30 and woke up at 7:00 and I feel like poooooo.

So, I am detoxing today. No booze, food, or cigarettes. Just my detox tea (which is amazing by the way) and loads of water. I feel kinda like a college kid or something, with a habitual hangover and raspy throat. Ewwww.

ALSO I NEED E'RRRYONES ADVICE OKAY? Yesterday, I cleaned the kitchen SPOTLESS about four times. Once in the morning, once after making our (Craig + Me) dinner, once after cleaning up after everyone else's Sunday roast, and another time RIGHT BEFORE I went to bed. Now, I am very anal about the way it gets cleaned. I make hot bleach water, scrub down EVERYTHING, sweep and mop, and empty the garbage/recycling/compost. NOW WE HAVE A DISHWASHER. The problem is, nobody can seem to find the time to put their shit in it. It's VERY annoying, because I don't think everyone in this house understands what the fuck I do for them. Whatevs, I'm just pissed off.


Poll #1147966 OKAY!
Open to: Friends, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Do you think it's irrational of me to get pissed off when I clean the house COMPLETELY spotless in the morning and spend the rest of my day picking up after everyone's crap?

If you don't think it's irrational, what should I do about it?

Even though it IS my job to keep the house clean, do you think the other person in my home who doesn't work and goes on holiday all the time should help out a bit? (as in at LEAST put his fucking dishes in the dishwasher)

What should I then say to my husband/family? Because it's absolute dogshit.

http://www.rte.ie/news/2008/0227/britain.html
WHAT?
I didn't feel a DAMN thing.
Usually, I am awake at one in the morning. And then ONE DAY I go to sleep early and I miss my first (well, only) earthquake.
BOO.

Yeah, since I don't think anybody's going to guess it, the answer to that movie meme are below:

( if you still want a chane to guess, click the link above and guess. Or else the answers are under this cut )

Well, that was fun. ANYWHO, I have a lot of things to do today.

And neither my book NOR Dirtbombs album have come here yet.

( but look what I'm ordering once the designer sets up PayPal! )